Hmmm...Interests in no specific order: wild berry Skittles , walking at night listening to music, Sheryl Crow, Mp3 players, downloading music, paying bills, buying stuff for my cat, Ebay, working, gaining knowledge that I like to gain and not forced, learning new things, experiencing LIFE, working toward finding part or parts of who I am,yoga, not drinking, not smoking, vegetarianism, collecting hot dvds, collecting hot movies in general, vintage clothes shopping, bellbottoms, being different because no one else can be me anyway, getting to really know people, laughing, making other people happy sometime in their life, researching alternate belief systems and why people think the way they do, reading nonfiction, making money, lots more.
I think one thing I'll add to my list of new years resolutions is
1. Get better at judging whether or not my opinion is needed. Often times I feel like I give my opinion, whether or not it is needed I don't know, but I have a ......"fear" of making things worst or escalating situations by just giving my usually realistic view, expectation, and/or perception of a chain of events or a particular situation.Can I just state facts and move on? Maybe it's because I get asked a lot of questions mainly at work and question and answer in general is usually the template of what we call conversation, right? Anyway, it is hard to not give your opinion when at times you don't know the answer, so I either make something up or give the view of what I perceive based on the information I have from experiences past and present. Maybe I should work more on unbiasing my opinions (is that an apparent nonworking contradiction?) It's prolly not easily possible to not have bias, and in addition to that, one's opinions usually are just that.....bias and commentary on such bias and/or expressions of the mental "plays" on perception(s) of what that bias pertains to conversation, thinking patterns or mind-set, zeitgeist, or life in general or specific.
Anyway, already on the list is
2. Giving up the bay.... and
3. Eat less meat. I made an attempt during the summer to minimize the amount of meat I eat so I can eventually become a full vegetarian. I only eat meat when I'm with my friends. And the only meat I have at home is salmon. Everything else is soy. and of course lentils, beans, veggies, rices, cereals, grains in general, various ethnic foods...not really into organic.
4. Be a better friend to those who are truly my friends and disregard my biased or stereotypic opinion in order or with the hopes of developing inward in order to put differences aside and quell situations with kindness and a smile.
5. Which will always be on the list....learn to trust people. So hard.
Where do people learn to be so stupid at times? Jeezus Christ!
Hypothethical: Okay so you're getting out of class trying to rush to another one in that ten minutes the university plans between classes because they think you'll actually get there in 10 minutes and of course people are walking in front of you because everyone prolly just got let out of class. Okay so tell me why muhh fuggas have to stop in the middle of the down staircase and chat and pick up on old times when people are trying to get to class. These two girls made no attempt to even move the hell out of the way. They just stood there and talked while people waited. I was like F! that and pushed through them. (no patience for that crap) and then....when you push through them to get by, they say..."how rude, didn't even say excuse me". What the holy fuck is that? How rude it is for you to stop your big ass in the middle of the goddamn steps? And what was also rude is the bitch that was going down the steps was already talking on her cell phone so she wasn't even giving the girl going up the steps her full attention.
This scenario also seems to happen in crowded hallways in Howell Hall or sometimes the Liberal Arts Building. Move bitch get out da way
Btw....I go to use the bathroom this morning...lift up the lid and am shocked that someone would take a shit in my bathroom other than myself and leave it there in the toilet without flushing it. FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Not a great start to today.
I woke up (good) On time (even better) I don't feel tired like I usually do (sweet!) Then I reach for my glasses (good they're still there) I put them on (okay) and I see blurry (um...panic now)
I was like wtf....was something wrong with my body? Nope....my left glasses lens fell out because somehow the screw came loose in the night and flew off into the galaxy. No, I don't sleep with my glasses on. I've learned from a previous mistake on that note. But I've been wearing the same glasses for like 4-5 years now and just now the screw has to come loose with no prior unloosening warning or anything. Damn. So not having this planned I put on my shoes and debated whether or not to put some real clothes on. I decided otherwise and left my night clothes on and put my tore up sneakers on and my hoodie and trucked over to walmart very carefully so my lens wouldn't fall out while I was walking. Good thing is stayed in. Phew! So I get to the store and of course they had to be out of the eye glasses repair kits. F! Luckily my girl Jackie in the Pharmacy hooked my up and showed me where they had some hidden ones and bonus it was only 94 cents. So my glasses are fixed. Then I get to school and of course since I missed Tuesday I was like madd lost....in Japanese...yeah....mmm hmm. Exactly what I was thinking too. So this one guy in my class that already has Japanese experience pronounces all the words madd fine and I'm like stuttering and shit. It's a lot different reading something you have written yourself instead of reading something some authors wrote in a book that is about 20 years old. Why couldn't we have a more recent text in this class? Hmm I don't know, but I am still paying 212 dollars to go to this class with outdated material? Well who cares I just wanna learn Japanese. I'll get there. Then I had to mail this half.com book and this lady wants in two days (yeah...uh huh...whatever) so I sent it express mail today......$24.20!!!!. I swear she better reimburse me. More update later. I planned to do major cleaning today....let's flip a coin and see if I'll do it.
From a dear friend ..." Omg my hamburger's on it's period. I'm sad. "
This was in reference to Steak n' Shakes small ass hamburgers and pencil fries. Those fries are a fuckin joke.
